SOB!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN MEN

ok here is another rant. DAMINT!
This week David has been out of town working. I have been missing him like crazy! This weekend is our friends birthday and they have planned to out to Outback Steak house to celebrate with all of us friends. Hey that's like totally awesome to have an adult freaking night out , wahoo!!! So I get a babysitter planned, a little stressed out about how in the world I'm gonna pay for this, but ya know, we can get away with just ordering appetizers. Anywho, David calls me up Wednesday night and tells me that he still has like 60 bucks from his per diem money for work. He told me he was going to save it for Saturday night cuz he knew we were short on cash. GREAT! Sounds like a damnit good plan to me. Last night David calls me up, in the middle of me dying my hair to make it pretty for our adult night out, and tells me he is going out with the guys. I said "um please dont spend that money" He told me he would have like a beer or 2, but before he went out he was going to eat at the hotel and drink Beer there so he can already be buzzed and not spend a lot of money on booze. Alright fine

UM NO NOT FINE



NOT IN THE LEAST EFFEN BIT AT ALL WHATSOEVER!

Well guess what...This morning he calls me up saying "I dont know how but all that money that I had is gone" WTF do you mean the 60 bucks is gone. R u effen serious, muther jefer. (the only reason I'm not cursing right now is because I'm at work and I don't want little kids reading the F word over and over and over again......He then tells me that he started drinking at the bar then he started to effen buy shots for everyone and he got totally drunk to the point that he effen puked! So basically all that money was spent on him and his work buddies getting drunk.....so how do I feel besides obviously I-RATE, I feel that he just totally put me and our night out second. I feel that us and that night out were not that important enough for him to be responsible enough to leave that cash in his hotel room or to not get that effen drunk that he doesn't know how the F**k he spent that much money...I dont want to see him I dont want to talk to him I dont want to be around him I want him to stay up north and just stay there....I dont want him to be sleeping next to me this weekend. I dont want him to be looking my direction, I dont want him to be breathing in my direction, I dont want to hear 2 squaks come out of his mouth. He asked me, why are you trying to give me a guilt trip...UM I DUNNO BECAUSE YOU EFFEN DESERVE IT MUTHER JEFER! UM BECAUSE YOU PUT MY BUTT SECOND TO YOUR STUPID NIGHT OUT WITH THE GUYS AND GETTING SO DRUNK YOU EFFEN PUKED YOUR INNERDS UP... Guess what, I hope you are soo miserable today, I hope that your head is splitting in two and that the slightest noise and light just feels like a sharp knife piercing through your temple. I hope you stomach is so effen queasy that the thought of food makes you ralph....I JUST HOPE YOU ARE EFFEN MISERABLE ON YOUR 6 HOUR DRIVE HOME TODAY. I PRAY THAT YOU ARE MISERABLE. DAMNIT SLEEP DOWNSTAIRS YOU SHIT!

free

I wish to be free of you as you are obviously free of me.

I'm hooked on you,
I need a fix,
I can't take it,
Just one more hit,
I promise,
I can deal with it,
I'll handle it,
quit it,
Just one more time,
then that's it,
Just a little bit more to get methrough this,
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts,
in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
-piece from Kelly Clarkson's Addicted